Day 2.5

I have no idea why I am posting so much here today. Perhaps a manic swing now? Yea!!!

Well, I ended not going to Church for a couple of reasons. First, I am pretty sure that I now have an ear infection in each ear. This would not be surprising since I spent a few days home with my youngest son this week who also had an ear infection. So, long story short, my ears are driving me nuts. Second, I am just not ready to play the whole "everything is fine" game.

You know the one. Heaven forbid that you should answer the question of "How are you?" with anything other than "fine". Sometimes I am not ready to say "Fine" while I think "slowly bleeding to death internally, thanks". I'm just not ready for that game today.